I really enjoy watching others and showing in public me masturbating. I often wonder if I'm insane but what the heck, nobody here is forced to watch. I often do it for hours and my cock is throbbing every second of it.
I have had and will have my moments when I make love in real life as well and I wouldn't change that but this way I can do it whenever I feel like it and doing it with a total stranger makes it exiting.