You know who you are....
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Posted:Dec 11, 2007 9:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2008 5:00 pm
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We make choices in life some we live to regret and some we consider learning lessons... for me the lesson learned cost me what I believe to be the one person that completed me...He challenged me to think outside the box... what I loved the most about him was how he would be so patient with me.. There is so much to him and I feel like I know enough but I want more...I miss his touch, his laugh, the way he holds me( and I hate to be held) but with him I never want him to let me go... I miss his the way he makes me feel when we are alone and in public...He is inspirational in his own way and no matter what the challenge is he steps up to it and never backs down even though it might seems like he has it's his way of letting you see and realize what he has given you...I will always love you and I hope that your dreams and goals will lead to your happiness...
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Gabriel Question
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Posted:Oct 20, 2007 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2007 5:13 pm
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Dear Bernetty, Do you want to say that the destiny is against you? or it has to pass its chance? why do you believe that it has other dreams? and you have fear of reality or lives you in a world of dreams? Kiss and friendly. Gabriel.
I fear living a life full of misery and pain. Destiny is what you make of it. The path you take and the course of action you take to lead to what you consider rewarding in life. I have just begun to learn and live life. I have many goals and many fears and along the way I keep learning, making myself better, and stronger. My reality isn't my happiness it's the impression I leave behind. Maybe one day my path will lead me to a man who will love me the way I need to be loved and maybe it won't however,I don't intend on missing out on chances.
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I am beat down from all this..
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Posted:Oct 5, 2007 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2007 1:53 am
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A girl tends to have this dream that one day she will find her Prince and live the happy ever after... well for me I finally learned one of the biggest lessons in my life and I have just begun. I missed out on a lot because I was blinded by lust and I wanted someone who never loved me and now he is gone and the lesson he taught me was that I don't want to be 35 lying, and hiding, keeping secrets from loved ones... I am not ashamed of who I am and what I done and it finally feels good to let it all out. To be able to finally breathe without worrying what people think about me or the things I have done. I would hate to be 35 and betray someone because I wasn't woman enough to tell the truth or I was too scared of the consequences of my actions. Life was passing me by and I lost 3 years due to lies, and for that brief period of time I lost soul in someone that never valued me.
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The Rush is Over..
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Posted:Aug 20, 2007 7:36 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2007 9:22 pm
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Well the rush is over.. I guess when you start to open up to someone and see what they are truly about you have to ask yourself is that really what I want and need.. or am I just not thinking because of other factors...
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Posted:Aug 19, 2007 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2007 11:08 pm
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"Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can't, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep on saying it."
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I will Rise
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Posted:Aug 19, 2007 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2007 8:12 pm
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Still I Rise by Maya Angelou
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise.
Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pain I rise I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide. Leaving behind nights of terror and fear I rise Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear I rise Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave, I am the dream and the hope of the slave. I rise I rise I rise
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What to do..
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Posted:Aug 14, 2007 12:10 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2007 10:35 am
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How does the mental game work with older men and younger women?
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Sexual Tension is at an all time high...
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Posted:Aug 10, 2007 9:15 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 10:29 pm
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So today my crush decided to take it a notch further. We were in the offices where he was working and I was in the doorway... blocking his way.. so instead of saying excuse me he brushed his hands on my chest..Don't get me wrong I enjoyed it and hell if I could of I really would of but I have only known him for a week.. what would I look like if I gave it up to him that quick.. I do have have to see him all week.. so tell me from a man point of view.. would it even matter if I waited?
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Sex at work..
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Posted:Aug 10, 2007 12:40 am
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2007 10:56 pm
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So I started this new job and there is a guy whom works in the hospital with me and for some reason I can't keep my eyes off him.. He told me I keep pulling him in because I have the glaze of a snake.. he is all wrong for me.. but I have come to the conclusion that I want that rush that I know he can provide.. The rush of haivng sex while at work and the chances of getting caught is such a thrill.. I think I am all game for it...
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Tell me what u think...
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Posted:Aug 7, 2007 2:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2007 9:12 pm
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So here is a something that makes me curious..
When someone tells you that they don't want to hurt you.. I see it as a cop-out.. an excuse.. in a nice way I'm not intrested.. what is your take when someone tells you that?
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Where are they....
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Posted:Aug 6, 2007 10:18 pm
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2007 6:13 am
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So has anyone found luck on this site? Okay so if your looking to bang all you can of course you have... but why is it so hard to find one guy whom u can have good sex with... I am looking for that one guy I can chill with have great sex.. a friend with benefits.. but it seems to be the same shit over and over again.. chat get on the messanger to swap pic's..meet.. fuck.. and bam no where to be found or eh.. u just came to the conclusion the sex sucked..
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What do u think..
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Posted:Aug 1, 2007 11:59 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 11:14 pm
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How long should I hide behind the past? How long will it hinder my process in life? I used to be able to justify all my actions why I am they way I am, and why I do the things I do however, now it seems as thou I am running out of reasons. There is such a constant battle between my heart and mind... in the end who is suppose to really win..
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One of My Fav
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Posted:Aug 1, 2007 8:35 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 11:13 pm
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It is sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barley look at them.
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