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like drinking and such and smoking
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hey hey hey (i hope this is respectful for you)
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Posted:Jan 4, 2006 10:01 am
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the shins/gone for good smog/dress sexy at my funeral chemical brothers/the golden path casio tone for the painfully alone/we have mice the magnetic fields/no one will ever love you 6ths/falling out of love with you air/lucky and unhappy bright eyes/timecode david bowie/heros deathcab for cutie/your bruise deathray davies/the last train to deathville the raveonettes/veronica fever the postal service/nothing better havergal/lungs for the race pulsars/fireworks and thunderstroms lali puna/people i know the killers/smile like you mean it enon/monsoon DeVotchKa/such a lovely thing califone/michigan girls spoon/chicago at night ilovemath/no long goodbye
(and maybe you might not know a lot of these bands cockmerollme)
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i go out on friday night and i come home on saturday morning
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Posted:Jan 2, 2006 11:11 am
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it more like i go out and come every morning spending time with my best friend and getting to hate this place because of its couple only last dance it seems to women around this town are never interested in people who just live day to day my best friend and i get dressed for free drinks all night long we can get them simply because of the beard that i sported for months i shaved and i look less like a mountain man but miss it just the same trying to talk to new girls at the bar is harder and harder in this college town its always to damn loud and most of the girls i meet only want the drinks that i can provide six shots of tequilla in 20 minutes is nothing new for me and ten or so beers that go down my throat just make me a little less sober but by the end of the night it is me and my friend walking home alone few girls would walk a mile at night little less to get to my friends house to relax a sober up for the night and when it comes to a close it 5:30 am and when i walk through the door of my house my mom and my dad and awake asking me how was your night meet anybody new and different and i all i can ever say is the same ol' same nothing is in this town other than the same as there was before
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happy new year
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Posted:Dec 31, 2005 5:37 pm
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happy new year may 2005 be the worst year i ever have
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this bottle of jack will be gone tonight
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Posted:Dec 31, 2005 10:41 am
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so there is no plan for new years at all my friend want to go to the bar i want to stay in because money is an issue but i got a bottle of jack for christmas and i will drink it until its gone most likely all drink-a-thon which should be fun there was to be a party but the drama that conspired defeated the great idea of a party
i wish i had someone to kiss tonight
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having fun with music
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Posted:Dec 30, 2005 4:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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1. party lights - junior brown 2. how it ends - debotcka 3. rejected ween pizza hut add - ween 4. silvermine pictures - califone 5. strange powers - magnetic fields 6. take exstacy with me - magnetic fields 7. damn good disguise - mendoze line 8. hynm for acholol - hefner 9. earthquake weather - beck 10. no satifaction - black mountain 11. people in the city - air 12. i'm afraid of everything -braid 13. little honda - yo la tango 14. dream scream - deathcab for cutie 15. luckiest guy on the lower east side - live cover of the magnetic fields 16. all my little words - the magnetic feilds 17. state street residential - deathcab for cutie 18. when you were mine - casio tone for the painfully alone 19. seconds - clicks 20. milk and apples - jets to brazil
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horny and hungry
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Posted:Dec 29, 2005 3:39 pm
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i just wanna be touch kissed foddled pleased the feeling of a warm hands warms lips warms hips
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omg its christmas yay!!!!!!
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Posted:Dec 25, 2005 9:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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to me it is just another day but this one was pretty good except for the pink eye i have not going out until this clears up sorry but i have pink eye sucks
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mmm i think i might be getting in trouble
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Posted:Dec 24, 2005 2:11 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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i think i may be falling for a friend of mine and you know that is just not a good idea for she is taken and truly in love with her boyfriend and i know that i would feel completely honored dating her but she is not for me
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this is something i do not understand at all
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Posted:Dec 23, 2005 11:41 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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lately i get home about 2 am or 3 am and when i get up in the morning my tire on my driver or passenger side is flat i think it is just a slow leak but still what the hell man
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lately these nights get harder and harder
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Posted:Dec 22, 2005 12:23 am
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but i am still enjoying them to the last moment there is left right now at school i am on academic scholastic probation not surprise but i just need to know if i still get the finicail aid to go back i know i spelled that wrong
if i do get to go to school i going to try to get some kind of A.D.D. medicine its weird cause it has been years since i had to but i think it would help oh by the way if you haven't notice yet yeah sometimes more than others my A.D.D. or A.D.H.D. comes out in full force kind of excited about going back cause this time i have a plan for what i would like to do with myself and that feels great i love history
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i wish there was lipstick stains on my shirt in stead of piss stains on my shoes
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Posted:Dec 19, 2005 10:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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if you know that quote you are amazing i spent six years being sober and for the past year i fell apart and hit the drugs and booze rather fucking hard just to prove that it dosen't matter if you're sober or not and i know that the people i have met through my trial are more than people i have met most of them i have known for tens years and just now got to know them i had a girlfriend that i thought i would marry and in the wake of all this i could hurt her by being the one she missed more than anything and i know i took a road more traveled by most at this point and as i adventure into uncharted areas i know she will not be there i am used to being pittied and i am used to hearing you had so much potiental and you let it all fade away there something to be said for that but not now the bruises that i have from the 6 day bender i went on and my friends joined for two of those days it looks like i will be able to go to school yay!! for me but it was never my choice and i utterly hate it for the bullshit that you have to be polished to make it in this fucking world or not to be told that you need to change
every night its more than just cigarettes and weed and beer its the lost of someone i once was
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i hope this is better
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Posted:Dec 19, 2005 8:34 am
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hopefully you'll see my haorcut better
and i like my haircut
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today i got a haircut
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Posted:Dec 19, 2005 12:44 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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let me know what you think if you like or not if you think it wrong anyways to answer your question it is simple i drink to forget and to never feel like something worth anything to anyone cause at this moment i am not not to be confused or to be looking for something i know that i am not worth mucch but at this time it is more important to see who will be there when i recover
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