remaining a gentlman
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Posted:Aug 27, 2006 12:46 am
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2006 9:27 pm
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Tonight, I had an increadibly hot woman stripping down in my bedroom, quite verbally requestion me to fuck her. And I couldn't. She was drunk, unfortunitly and I was trying to explain this to her while she was trying to undress me and pull me on top of her. Damn she was hot and tanned and toned.
But i was raised better than that. I might seem to be a dispicable bastard to a lot of people but there are places I draw the fuckin line. I told her if she's sober she can try again, but i can't do that, that way. It was a hard decision. pun intended.
Fuck i feel both like a putz but at least i can live with myself and sleep better. sleep alone mind you, but better.
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bored, horny, and confused about rule 13
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Posted:Aug 2, 2006 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2006 12:32 pm
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great, a day later and now my roommate's ex-gf, who i used to know pretty well, has started texting my phone. Damn my rule #13 of relationships.
Rule 13: One can never go out with a freinds ex-girlfriend within 6 months of the break-up and without written and verbal consent of your friend.
But dammit I need action too, grr
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dammit
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Posted:Aug 1, 2006 6:47 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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Fuck, I'm horny. And there are no women on here that just want to meet for one time and just fuck, no games, no stress, just sex.
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nothing major
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Posted:Jul 23, 2006 11:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2006 8:46 am
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I'm just bored, and tired. Getting back into exercise after having to stop for 2 months to have a back heal. Feels like I have to start all over again.
I'm giving the running shit a month before I decide how I want to focus this time, cardio or muscular.
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My member is silver now
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Posted:Jul 18, 2006 1:30 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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they Finally got my membership processed. Now I'm going strong.
Talked to a old female friend of mine today.
She's been feeling tired and stressed lately....I hope i can convice her to allow me to help her unwind.
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Falling
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Posted:Jul 3, 2006 6:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2006 12:33 pm
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Some men want to be on the ground, the Man that catches you when you fall. Others want to be above you and pull you up when you fall. How many men are willing to fall with you and take life however you land?
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new pics
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Posted:Jun 29, 2006 11:19 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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added some new pics to my friends network, showing myself trying to grow a bit. Hopefully, my account will get turned into a silver one this weekend or by monday.
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my rose
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Posted:Jun 29, 2006 9:27 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. You became the light on the dark side of me. Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and The light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh,The more I get of you, Stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grave. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. You remain, My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny. Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah Now that your rose is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grave, I've been kissed by a rose on the grave, I've been kissed by a rose I've been kissed by a rose on the grave, ...And if I should fall along the way I've been kissed by a rose ...been kissed by a rose on the grave. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. You remain My power, my pleasure, my pain. To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah Now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grave. Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah And now that your rose is in bloom A light hits the gloom on the grave Now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grave.
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Sigh, its been an odd month.
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Posted:Jun 29, 2006 9:25 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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Sigh, its been an odd month.
Several new things have occured, for one, my roommate is dating a girl that i know, and I mean "Know" . So that makes it awkward for me but not them so I guess that is on me.
Personally though, I've been fairly odd as well; I've lost 20 lbs over the last three months due to my workout routine, so i have more energy than i use too, which helps counter act my lack of sleep.
You see, I've been plague with well not nightmares in the sense that i wake up all scared or screaming, but horrors of conscience. Dreams of Loss, (yup capital letter and everthing) and mistakes. My mind seems to be trapped in a self punishment loop. I keep having dreams of things i done wrong or things i wish i had done, but didn't because they were wrong. Dreams filled with temptations, pain, sorrow, and a longing so deep I think if it keeps up its gonna smother me. It does worry me becuase its happing about 3 times a week and I can't seem to make the mental connections while awake to stop it.
On a possible related note, I have been trying to take the high road personally in my use of speech and words. I've said so many things in the past and now I do realize that I was wrong and I do take them back. Its too late to actually do so, but Wish it anyway. To much personal growth this month is burning me out.
The scary thing is maybe, just maybe I deserve it and worse....
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Lets Begin
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Posted:Jun 29, 2006 9:09 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 10:33 pm
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Well its this is the first blog i am writing here. And I invite the people i don't know and do to give me info, comments and adventures. I want to know what the hell is going on. I want to grow, (in more ways than one ;P). So lets begin. Give me something to work with here people.
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