I watch on the news all the shit going on today and it makes me sad. I come from Latvia where life is very tough. No freedoms like here. No true opportunity like here. IT makes me sad seeing the people of this melting pot not melt.
For me I want to be part of this country more than you can imagine. It makes me sad to see people take this for granted. Its very special. I love this Country and I hope I can stay.
I have been here now for about 3 years on a student visa. Sadly I will be forced to go back to Latvia soon. Unless I marry or have baby here. I would never trick a man to marry or get me pregnant but I have been off birthcontrol for 2 years. Yet men do still come inside me. i welcome it. I love it. Not just for baby but I just love this cum. Maybe a part of me hopes I do get pregnant. I dont dare tell these men this it may scare them away. But I do hope for this.
I would love to stay here in America. I know I can be a good woman to someone here. I am fun, high sexual like women, and not bitchy. I can cook, look good and really know how to take care of man.
Yes I know it sounds sick. But Ive been doing this a lot lately at the club or the bar after a night of drinking. I pull the guy ive been talking to into the women's bathroom and we go at it.
When I tell friends about it they all think its cool but not for them. Especailly after the fact when everyone is sober the next day. It just doesnt sound as good.
For me as a woman it makes perfect sense. Lets say I meet a guy out and clearly we are going to hook up. Why go home with him only to have to do that walk of shame in the morning? Nothing worse than that feeling for a girl. To be seen leaving a guy's home the next morning still in your going out clothes from the night before. Heels, short skirt and tight just dont look as good in the morning as they did the late night out before.
Why go though that? Just hook up there at the bar and be done with it! Go back to your own home your own bed and not worry about the complications. For one my two dogs are more happy because I always come back to them as of late lol