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One Last Time
One Last Time So I am not really sure how I am feeling about things, or if I am even feeling all that sexual these days. Yes the urge is starting come back, now that my kidney infection appears be gone. But with feeling invisible, and isolated now - I so need be able get in my head and create. As a artist, one can hyper focus on that one subject, and often forget that you need have a complete composition complete the piece. Other wise you have just that piece of fruit, perhaps in 2D instead of adding the natural shadows as they fall nd the surroundings. Making that piece harmonious, and often celebrating that captured time and space. I have always been bad about giving too much of myself, trying so hard, too hard to [please. now faced with so much concerning my husbands health and mine as well, I find myself pulling back. If I am cared for, I need to be shown. Because none of us know how long we have to continue to even be sexual. In a instant that can all be just a memory. I dream of having a few days away from all this stress. Some carefree (as much as that is possible for any of us) time, just enjoying the sweet side of life. I have not had that in years, a romantic dinner, being held close and swaying to the music. Being treated to a old fashioned evening of sorts, as much as health will allow because might be brief moments that I would need take a insulin shot or meds. But oh be treated like a lady, like a beautiful desirable lady would be such a dream come true. Laid down and tenderly made love too, just the two of us. Like this moment had to last forever. As we all age and begin to lose more and more of ourselves, we no longer feel sexy at all. I even bought a couple pieces of sexy lingerie before I was with the news of my health challenges. I have never even tried them on. I feel like why bother, was I fooling? But oh just one more time feel like I am so wanted. Silly I know, but I can dream. Ann *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me* |
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Oh lady, you need to take some time with someone special and get an injection of "here is how sexy I think you are"!! Too old to be sexual? YIKES!! Scariest thought I ever heard. Reconnecting Black amp White, on HNW The Curious Case of Alice Little [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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