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Not sure I ever had a plan this just developed
Not sure I ever had a plan this just developed I have dressed from an early age I just loved how girls underwear felt and this made me feel good and I would do the deed and it was over till next time Over the years itâÂÂs just got more and more extreme, one early favourite was a plank of wood with a small hole in it, I would dress and wait until my feelings And excitement dwindled and then force my cock and balls into the whole, this made me erect again but also trapped until my excitement dwindled again Later much later I had to consider what I really wanted noting I did seemed to give me that buzz anymore, this is when I discovered online chats, I was speaking to a guy he was new to the dating process, yes by then I know what I was enjoying would be better if a guy took charge and I was no longer in charge of my anal climax So I guess there just comes a point that even self play isnâÂÂt enough, and what you desire is a guy, this guy was nervous that I wanted more than I said so I offered to wear chastity so he knew I was submissive, this meet never happened but chastity stayed all but full time So play changed with Chastity and even my outlook changed, frustration lead to anal play I love this an anal thing is to die for, not sure I have encountered an climax what I encounter is like a head rush and the more I ride an object the more I encounter this head rush I know I could do better but I stop short and IâÂÂm not sure why, I clearly enjoy this as I dribble pre-cum to the point my panties are<b> damp </font></b>Chastity kept me in this mood to see where a guy would take me during anal, and it had another affect unknown to me I became increasingly Limp for the most part I did cheat now and then but I used this to teach me to enjoy swallowing cum So what I desire now is for a guy to become my key holder and keep me locked for his enjoyment, better still and even more extreme castrate me and remove my desire once and for all, I would love to be kept as your submissive play thing I know removal will turn me into a menopausal woman and isnâÂÂt without risks but this has to be better than where I find myself now, so rip me of my manhood and enjoy all the woman I can be for you!!! Terms are up to you but an offer of castration and hormones ticks all my boxes |
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