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Highways and Bi-ways...
Highways and Bi-ways... As a Taurean male born exactly in the middle of my sign, I find myself frozen sometimes...torn between many feelings. Some of them related to morality and my upbringing, some related to societal views of right and wrong, sometimes it's between the logic of playing it safe and this unrelenting urge to just do whatever I want...fuck the consequences. I love women...big ones, small ones, tall ones, short ones, loud ones, quiet ones, blondes, brunettes, redheads and bald ones. Having said that...I can't help wondering about(and being a bit jealous of)...those among us who are the switch hitters, who love sausage as much as taco, and vice versa. The practical side of me says that the simplest way to double my sexual experience is to play both sides. Just having that thought is enough to trigger a plethora of negative self-statements...like what would everyone think? I grew up making fun of the guy on guy thing...fudge-packers we called them...and one example of the ultimate insult to a male co-worker was to call them a dirty cocksucker. I don't have strong urges or attractions to men...I'm not trying to "come out of the closet" so to speak...more going through an intellecual what-if exercise at the moment. I play with my own cock every day...why wouldn't it be pleasant if another man did it? Needless to say, I have deeply entrenched resistance to hopping on the bi-train...and more than anything, this is bothersome to me. I don't like the feeling that I am not free...that something other than my own free will is preventing me from experiencing something that could very well be highly enjoyable. I relate it to the person afraid of the water or afraid of heights...what are they going to miss out on in this world because of an irrational fear? Even now, typing to the end of this post, I have this trepidation about what those of you who read it will say, because of the times I've heard about "those damn faggots". What kind of negativity will come through? If nothing was holding you back, what (or who) would you do? Have a super good day friends... lustytaurus.LUSTYTAURUS FYI..this post and all of it's contents are MINE MINE MINE...and probably of absolutely no vaue to anyone else for anything worth anything...so feel free to do it as you wish!! |
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If nothing was holding you back, what (or who) would you do? Everyone and every thing! I question my wants and needs and what ifs regularly. I have found we are penned in by societal and religious blackmail. What is not normal or main stream must be wrong...hhmmm I am not bi, but if its in front of me, I'll eat it. Its a good post T!
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2/19/2009 12:30 pm |
Hey Lusty I tried the bi thing this summer coz I was a lil curious and found out it wasnt really for me but I am glad I tried it out Are you worried about what ppl would think if they found out?
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I haven't tried the other side either...curious...yes and I have even found women I found attractive...but I don't think I am sexually attracted...but who knows...if the right situation presented itself...I wouldn't be opposed to trying it...
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Hey Lusty, Thanks for coming to my blogside with your ever present support. I'm so glad you're back here so I can cum cry on your shoulder if not in bed...lmao I am bi, I crave the touch of a woman but I also have no problem living without it. Being bi, and having spoken at length to other bi-women and men I can tell you that there are great varying degrees of bi-ness. Personally, I want one great man all the time any time I want him, maybe a little strange, arranged for me now and then, and a bi-gf (or 2....hehehe..I can dream), but if I never had another bi experience I'd be ok. Having been deeply involved with a bi-man, I can also tell you that it just isn't as sexy for me to watch. I have been told and firmly believe that with a blindfold on most men would not know the difference b/t and man and a woman sucking their cock. As a man, I would think that if you like anal sex then you at least have bi-tendencies. Personally, my one lasting sexual scar from my childhood abuse is that I cannot stomach anything anal. I don't even want to see it. Intellectually I fully accept that it is equally as normal, ok and pleasurable for some but that is truly a PTSD trigger for me and I can't do it. Having said all that, fuck what anybody but you and the people you love think. And what your loved ones think should only matter as much as that person's opinion matters to you. Either way, I love you, you're still sexy and welcome in my peach orchard anyday! Kisses, LeeAnn PS I don't think the sign of male Taurus is well known for being bi or gay...lmao....so you're probably really hetero
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I say it's no body's business but your own..... and possibly the wifey take care tender hugs...m.
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Lusty, I agree with PurplePeach that there are degrees to being bi. I am sexualy attracted to females but when it comes to emotions I want the male touching my heart. Nothing holds me back and I get the best of both. Donna Someday is today.
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2/20/2009 5:38 am |
Son from another Taurus. If you want to try it then go ahead.
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hey just be you!!! hugs and i am not a judge of any human experience that someone takes..hey live life!!!!
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Hell... I can't even say I "crave" sex from a WOMAN anymore, let alone a man. It all just seems like so much work. Talk about being FREE...
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I'd recommend you start off by hosting or attending a j/o party. A lot of guys sit around a room wanking. Who knows what can lead from there.
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Friction is friction. I think there's a an air of excitement around any 'taboo' area and it sounds like this is one for you. Being curious doesn't make you gay, it just makes you curious.
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Lusty, first off thanks for dropping by my blog and leaving a comment. You bring up a lot of interesting points, many of which I've touched on over the years. I spent 40+ of those years being bi-curious myself until one day, in a fit of 'madness' I decided to take the plunge. That's actually what brought me here to Affair Link to begin with and ever since then, I've never looked back. Yes I LOVE tacos but I've also found out that I'm very fond of those sausages as well and to be honest, it HAS in fact doubled my playing field.. LOL Each of us is different and I have always been a bit of an 'explorer' at heart. I've always prided myself on my willingness to try new things BEFORE I say no way Jose. I grew up with the same type of guys and I also used/laughed at those same 'fudge packer' jokes just so I was SURE to fit in. But as I've grown older I've realized that being open to new things is a MUCH better way to go and for me at least, I've learned a lot about myself as well as other guys that I NEVER new. (You'll have to read some of my MANY MANY other posts on this subject!) LOL BTW, you'd be SURPRISED as hell to find out just how many of us middle aged, married, professional, so called 'average/normal' guys are in fact actually 'fudge packers'! -tm
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Taurus, I think it's very simple. If you have any physical attraction to men you're probably bisexual at the very least. I've had men IM me on Affair Link IMC and ask to suck my cock, but all I did was laugh. Women are alluring because they're so soft and delicious and provide the kind of scenarios that men could never offer. Yeah, if I'm choosing between seeing a woman on all fours doggy-style waiting for cock or a man.......I'm choosing the woman. It seems to me that you've got unresolved sexual inhibitions that need to be explored. Perhaps you could try to test the waters by having sex with a tranny? That would give you more of a taste of what being with a man was like. You only live once so you might as well try it if you're curious. DIV "My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur
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Sensuality has no gender-bias. Having said that, I understand and relate to your curiousity, and the barriers that one might create for oneself. In the role of a 3rd M Str8, i discovered that the F in our..tryst...convinced me (or lulled me)to discover that proximity to a male with a hard on is not all that scarey. This is the first barrier to overcome, and it seemed an F in the mix made it all the much easier. What comes after that barrier is hurdled is another story..... After all, men are sensual/sexual creatures too!(aren't we?)
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