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Woman first! Transgender then sexual...
Woman first! Transgender then sexual... Hi all, Just wanted to share some thoughts and possible progress. First I found another room but still stressing because i have 2 days to make 650 yikes!! But, ok regardless of that, there is something that would be nice to start seeing consume the rest of "straight" society. First things first...I don't speak for all trans people if any at all. I speak for me, myself, and Nikki so when I say that it means that my feelings are mine however, may still also and be necessarily the views and thoughts of other if not many transpeople. The whole society reluctantly "accepting" trans people is fairly new to only now (as there have been entire communities, cities, and societies that made up of transpeople or were treated just like they should...as human). All of us have/had parents, some of us are/will be parents, as all of us are a for/to someone, as well as some of us have /ren of our own. Please stop killing us, degrading us, and alienating us. You don't like me? FINE but I then either keep the reason to yourself but do not tell me it is because I am a transperson! Also, don't treat me like some weird frucking disease like you can't touch my hand by accident when I am handing you something! FS! Which, actually reminds me of something I got into with my two new cisgender female roommates where one<b> viewed </font></b>neutral /semi my view and the other was extreme radical conservative lol! As a transperson that hasn't yet received any surgeries there is only ONE REASON why I feel obligated to divulge the bulge lol (Nikki's new term) but basically provide privy information that I am not just a woman but a Twoman because of the e cort work I do. I say that because most people that want to spend time with me want sexual deeds and from my own experience are mostly men (cis/trans alike). I do this because there won't be a surprise per se when someone wants to play with genitalia structured on an interior fashion (vs. an exterior fashion), and I also don't want to be killed, beaten, or maimed in any way shape or form! However, for anyone that is NOT responding to my ad or got my # via friend, etc. if you are not a then I do not have any responsibility to divulge to you that I am a woman born after birth! Even in a situation where a person is looking for more (yea right lol) than sex but like a relationship for example, again until there is no opportunity to be part of this present unwrapped then I do not, will not, nor have to tell the person anything! Whether I am a twoman or cwoman, I am a woman! I have learned and done quite a bit of research about being trans/a woman/a twoman, etc. So I have done and am still doing my own research, so please do not think we as transpeople know the complete plethora of knowledge about being trans. All I know is that after waking up out of the state, I knew I couldn't be myself bc I would get beat and 2 myself is the ME I have always known and she is a girl. No I don't FEEL like a girl, I am not TRYING TO BE a woman, and (I wish the entire frontal portion of teeth could be kicked in for every asshole coward punk that says any of these) I am not A MAN TRYING TO DRESS AS A WOMAN!! MFS! And, the main reason stupid ignorant assenine people disrespect is because we are all only looked at as genitalia and specifically whether you are a penis or tits and pussy. So, fuck all you TERFs and cis women that are the problem/perpetuate the problem! Now whether, I am in a relationship with you or just meeting you...I DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING!!! And, other than the very rights that are ALREADY protected by USA LAW, I do have to address you correctly. So, YESSS I am to be referred to as SHE, HER and any other "societistical norm" that identifies me, A WOMAN, as such. The day I am done with all my surgeries becomes a day of truth for me in one sense only, I have no past (outside of STDs) that I need to provide to you, them, they, etc. at any given point or time! NO IT IS NOTTT YOUR RIGHT to know I fully transitioned or that I am now a transsexual...NO THE FUCK IT ISN'T!! NEITHER does that base the relationship on a "lie" idiot! The Lie for many trans people is the one they must live/had to live/still live based on the idea/s of someone outside self. You do not get to pick and choose who the fuck I am! You do not get to pick and choose what gender I am (especially when I am clearly dressed in a predominately token side of society's dunce of understanding, so should be addressed right) simply because your brainwashed, simple, mind refuses to learn new information and can/will only see a talking genitalia (and probably still consider yourself just the genitalia you have been given responsibility for)! For ANY that do not like to fit within the societistical norm should be asked what they prefer. And for the punk ass idiots steady trying to argue about giving "trans people special rights" must clearly have hatred in their hearts because my dears...the LAW for rights of a human being are/have already been established into concrete law for quite some time now. You want me to address you sir/ma'am, his/hers, etc. and demand so unequivocally as arrogantly as your sense of entitlement will allow until you now have to realize (as you had to do it before anyway just never REALIZED it) that you must also respect others' wishes. Now, at this point I would say that even in my incident example earlier, there is no need for me to tell a man salivating over my breasts, hips, thighs, legs, face, etc. that I am a wbab*! This is privy information!! I ALSO HAVE THE PREROGATIVE to give information about my past to even the new sexy thing I want personally, and if a relationship starts it begins with the TRUTH that is the life I am in/LIVE NOW! Not some assholes requirement that is believed to establish their entitlement to such information AFTER THE FACT that it was given! Because had it never BEEN GIVEN nor freely provided then the TRUTH of the FACT is that the person you claim you love is either...the person you love, claim you love, know you love, etc. or,...that person isn't a person to you anyway/in the first place...they are and were and have been and for some putrid people will always be just some form of genitalia. No, we are not genitalia, that does not make me who I am. My car/vehicle (God's wonderfully made representation of HER/HIM/THEY) does not drive without a driver (the ME on the inside/who you hear and talk too). The car was given to me yes, but that's not what makes it drive and perform it is the driver and for me, myself and Nikki the driver of this expensive vehicle is a girl! Please remember that and know that some females/women have already or will meet you and be stealth because that is THEIR choice! *(*among many reasons to go stealth, non acceptance regardless, death, lynching, etc. etc.) |
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