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Years
Years My years were a very trying time for me. I had all the normal thoughts and feelings of a normal straight . I thought about women constantly but thought about wearing panties just as often. I had a Playboy I had found of my dads but I think I looked at the lingerie section of the Sears wish book just as much if not more than the Playboy. I liked seeing the women wearing the lingerie but also wanted to wear them too. I would think about wearing panties as an adult but with women. I only borrowed my moms panties for a short time as I quickly outgrew them. She was pretty thin as was I at the time. She wore a size 6/M<b> witch </font></b>fit me except when I got hard, which was most of the time when I had panties on, I would pop out of the top, which was uncomfortable to wear around under my clothes. I did get my own though I am not proud of how I got them. I stole many pairs from Ames, luckily I never got caught. I had a jacket that had a hole in the pocket. I would go grocery shopping with my mom which was in the same plaza as Ames and either go over there myself or just wander around the store if my mom had to go too. I would go over to the panty section and get the pairs together that I wanted, size 7/L, and take them off the hanger and shove them all in my pocket through the hole, between the outer layer and lining. It was such a rush and I was always so excited to get home and try them on. I am not sure why, but when I was a after I would cum I always had this bad feeling come over me, and I would take my panties off and think what is wrong with me. This feeling didn't last long, maybe 5-10 minutes and then I would have a pair of panties on again. Other times I would throw all my panties away and just want to be a normal boy. Days later though after thinking about wearing panties most of that time I would be so mad I threw my panties away and then end up stealing new ones. Since I started down this road the longest I have gone without wearing them was close to a year. I thought about wanting to wear them constantly but as a I didn't have the best luck with girls, I was real shy and quiet. I convinced myself it was bad karma or something that I didn't have a girlfriend because I wore panties and that's why I went about a year without wearing panties, I was probably about 15 then. When I did finally wear a pair I wore a pair of my moms, they really didn't fit well at all now, and I also had my first thoughts of I wonder how a bra and pantyhose feels. This is when I went further down my path. I will write more about my years soon. |
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