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My Inner Turmoil About Him A Poem
My Inner Turmoil About Him A Poem I felt a pang In my chest When he mentioned His biggest regret. It was that He did not fight To keep his marriage. mistakes Flirting with an ex. Not changing sooner Not getting counseling Like his wife wanted. Remarkably he and she Have remained friends. She has a boyfriend Of a few years now. He has made changes For the positive. His life is pretty good All around. He has had a few flings In the years since his divorce. One last summer Who he has spoken About fondly. But they weren't meant For longevity. Then there is me. I love his attention. I love his care And his kindness. I just feel that I will never measure up To his ex-wife. So now I am thinking Should I bother? Should I continue To make arrangements To meet etc? He has assured me He is only interested In seeing one woman At a time. Which is a far cry From some guys I have encountered. They jump at any woman Who says yes And acquiesces. My history is littered With bad choices. Infatuation And rejections Wishes for a good time Ways to overcome boredom. So much disappointment. I really like this guy I like his demeanor Affection and lovemaking. I like what he gives me. I like that he listens. I like when he tells me About himself And his stories. But setting myself up For a heart ache Something I have done Time and time again Is this just going to be Another case? It is a fight I will Undertake internally I will give little away Of my inner turmoil. If I can help it. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely |
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Is it worth it? Is it ever worth it? Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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super sad
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super sad Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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You are very sweet to hope for a good outcome for me. Thank you for reading and commenting. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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Thank you for your comment Joy. I am not going to get the chance. It is over pretty much. Yup. He likes me, he likes me not is what happened overnight. Oh well. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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