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been awhile
been awhile been awhile since I have visited the pages here at Affair Link. I find myself curious and hopeful in my search for fulfillment. I spent years as the 'dirty little secret' of a fine and delicious woman. Being a 'boy toy' is not all that unpleasant of an experience. Since then, I have evolved from dirty little secret to friend with benefit status. This is also just fine and dandy given the fact that the entire relationship is long distance. I live here in the north woods of Minnesota and she be living on the east coast: North Carolina. Makes for a lot of air travel; I can now walk blind thru Charlotte airport and nearly every flight attendant knows me by first name. It is a good relationship and in many ways, perhaps, the ideal relationship. Then again, I find myself with a great deal of alone time. I actually relish my alone time...most of the time. From time to time I find myself in a most desirous state of being. The company of a fine and stellar lady can be a glorious experience. From a hike in the woods to a day at the museum....from a fine dine out to an adventurous outing of discovery. All of these thing and more are complimented nicely with the company of a lady. I have only been with this 'one lady'. Why I have been abstinent and more or less celibate, I can not say. I do not think she has endured the same course as I have undertaken...nor do I wish her or expect her to do so. I fancy myself an accomplished and attentive lover. I am certainly not Casanova nor of the male porn star category.....but I know my way around a woman's body and am adept at delivering a few well placed orgasms I can do this in a vanilla manner or a spicy kink ( I prefer spicy kink with a touch of dom ?* ) Now, as the autumn begins it's surge, I find that perhaps I would like to delve into the possibility of knowing the company of a woman. All in the name of discretion and no strings attached...based on mutual attraction, trust and lust. When winter begins it's arrival, I will find myself en-route south to assume the role of ffb. But until such time, I find myself contemplating the notion of , ' it has been awhile'. does this make me a despicable cad or a normal human being with a honest<b> hedonist </font></b>tendency? |
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