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Life is messy
Life is messy I guess time does heal most things. I am happy and it totally sucks. Lot of lonely people out there, and I am not one of them and tht is a blessing. I can't believe how I was feeling on my previous writings now. I have discovered a happy medium, and was surprised on how much my husband does care for me. Guys, if you want to know how my guy "gets it"....simple. He acts like a man. He doesn't<b> whine. </font></b>He tries to take care of himself. He is not the most attractive guy in the room, but he dresses well and is very bold. I realize the same thing that attracts me to him is the same thing that most women find appealing in him is his humor. We went to a family reunion this past Saturday, and fuck....I wanted to have sex with him on the bathroom floor of his grandmother's house. So did his bitchy aunt, and his cousin.... I was shocked when he told them he would not visit them unless he got a "Happy ending..." which is code for us for him to cum. It seems it code for them too, the sluts. I am so tired of writing about him, I am codependent on him and I can't stop. The twenty year old that was crying when I got home new year's...Strange, that he turned her down. That sex was hot to watch with Sherrie, and even now it really turns me on thinking about the contrast of their skin. Sherrie's husband, is a dud. I feel like she married him for his money, because his personality sucks. He is boring, and I hope for her, he is better in bed than he is with people. I tried to seduce him and he did not pick up ANY signals. I wanted to so bad, and have been close enough to him twice since the party that had he tried anything I would have been sucking his dick. Dud money solves a lot of problems, but it won't keep me happy it seems. I have a story that I would like to write about, but its late, and really this place holds no interest for me right now. |
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I am glad you have found peace.
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