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it was just one of those days...
it was just one of those days... And it has continued into today. Ugh! Yesterday was a day from hell for me! I dealt with tweekers, drunks, assholes, 3 day millionaires (the ones that act all rich when they get their welfare checks or govt checks, but are broke after 3 days) and just straight up weirdos. By the end of my shift, I was frazzled, cranky and ready to run away. I was tired of having some snotty welfarepeople look down there noses at me because I WORK in the service industry. Basically, yesterday felt like a month of full moons, the crazies were out in full force, and they had money to blow. Days like this leave me frustrated and full of pent up energy, seeking a release. Only there was no release in sight. The one man that I truly want in this town, is a tease. He flirts like crazy, makes extremely suggestive comments and other random sexually charged innuendos. But the minute he thinks I might want to take him up on some of those comments and flirts, he turns colder than a witch's tit in a brass bra. Basically, I cease to exist. I didn't realize being with me would be so horrible. I just want to have some adult fun with him. When I say I want him, I want to explore a fwb with him. I'm not ready for a relationship, who knows if I'll ever be ready for one? I suck at them, I get bored or I lose myself or I fall too fast and get my heart broken. My heart is not an option, right now. I just want some good old fashioned fucking. I want to have a weekend filled with orgasms that aren't by my hand. Or toy, as the case may be. I just want a hot, beautiful cock or two to suck and fuck. And have some fantastic sex. I know it's out there, my last two sexual encounters were high up on my list of enjoyable encounters. The top encounter might be hard to top, but I'm willing to try. Lol. I think it was the combo of where this took place, the man I was with and the most fantastic orgasm I've ever had. I can still picture it, still feel my pussy clenching around him, as wave upon wave of delicious pussy clenching orgasms rolled through me. He kept thrusting, which only made the orgasm more intense for me because he had found that spot and kept hitting it. To this day, every time I drive by the building where he bent me over a desk and fucked me, then moved to a different area and fucked me more, I get a little wet. I drive by this place every time I go to work...needless to say, I'm often very horny, but you already knew that.Lol It seems like nearly every guy I find enjoyable in bed thinks I want to start a relationship with him. The only thing I'm looking for is hot sex and friendship. I like being friends with men. I like fucking men...why not bring the two things together. I still occasionally talk to a former fwb. We weren't the hang out in person type of friends, we were email friends that occasionally fucked (and he was fucking amazing in bed...multiple orgasms included!). But when in public, we were comfortable together. We could chat, and I bet no one knew we were fucking behind closed doors. That's what I would like to find again, except maybe more hanging out and doing things friends do. Golf, fish, rafting, maybe some sporting events, hanging out on a patio drinking a beer at some bar. I had a blog all typed up and nearly finished. It was way more clever and much better than this one, but my phone is an asshole, and it got deleted. I know this one is random and jumps from topic to topic, but I decided to just write what popped into my head, since the first draft I had got deleted... I just need to suck and fuck and suck and fuck some more, wash away yesterday's frustration. I want it hard and fast, then I want it slow and sensual... |
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5/3/2014 12:14 am |
So sorry to hear of someone like you having 'just one of them days.' I too believe the idea of a fwb should be a simple thing, and should be something two people can do, but never seems that easy. Believe me, any guy that reads your blogs would be more than willing to try and make days like today a forgotten memory for you. Hopefully your weekend improves.
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